dinner meltech…

hurmmm….

headache to think bout it…

bout wat shud I wear for dis coming dinner??

it will related to money…

seem refuse to go but my feeling force me to go…

today will be going out…

looking for that s**t…

my plan is want to wear totally white..

is it compatible to me???

the fact that’s the theme for that dinner is glam with roses…

that’s realy fucking jerk!!!

anyway,it’s not looking nude if doesn’t follow that theme…

MICK!!!

just wearing whatever u feel that suit and make u feel comfortable…

no need to wear like a superstar…

nobody will stare at u and ask u for a dance…

…

trip parasite

nak citer ckit laa kan penglaman sya selama 3h2m kat pkampungan org asli kpg donglai...
1st day tm nak btolak ke sana...fuhh...mmg excited gler laa...yg plg sedih nye bnyk brg2 yg penting sya lupa nak bawa..yelaaa....smua nak rushing kannn....
we all btolak dlm pkl 3.30pm cam2 laaa....sperated 2 buses...buas kita org btolak dulu...so,dlm bas tue mmg hingar bingar laa...with guys yg gelak2,gurau2,jln kedepan kblakang bas...i plak hurmmm..x terkecuali laa...plg2 plak snap gmbr dorg...
so,smpi2 kat sna dlm pkl 6 cam2...plg geram n unhapy nyew dat time hari hujan...hampehhhh...
then,we guys turun n angkat brg naik bukit coz umah org asli tu kata ats bukit..mmg agak penat laa dgn bawa brg2.nsb laa i bwk beg yg beroda.so just tarik2 jer..heheee
then,we guys terus check in kat surau(for men)...
did all activities but not all sbb bnyk aktiviti km org tbantut dsebabkan hari hujan...
owhh yeahh...lupa nak gtau..i n zuraini ajk makanan...so,we both in charge laa apa2 yg psl mkanan nie...from breakfast until supper...
2nd day,km org bersenamrobik laa yg d'lead oleh kak mitchie...after dat,we guys b'sarapan...
after break1...kita org pown prepared nak g jungle treking yg dikatakan tok batin mybe 2 jam bru smpai,,,
so,km org pon started our treking...jln2,meredah hutan yg penuh dgn pacat,kayu2,buluh2..dgn tanah nye yg licin,naik panjat bukit yg hampir2 90 darjah..perggghhhh...mmg dasyat laa wak2 tue..
tp bez tm dat tue kira2 nya jd hero laa.tolong2 org...hehehe...
at d begining,i kira depan laa kat antara smua..lastly,jd kat blakang plak sbb tolong org..
after a long time,im felt very excited n xsbr2...lastly,after dgr ada dorg yg dh smpi kat waterfall,i apa lagi..
slide sana,slide sini...lompat sna lompat sini,overtake other.sbb xsbr nak smpi kat waterfall...at last,smpi plak i kat waterfall..pergghhh,jelez siot tgk dorg dh mndi.apa lg,terus panjat batu then mndi2..mmg bez gilerrr laaa...
dgn air yg sejuk mencurah2 dr atas....mmg rasa xnak jer balik dr tue...
nie laa gmbr2 yg km org tm jungle treking to waterfall...

then,after about half n hour we guys mndi..we guys pon balik dgn jln shortcut yg baik yg mengambil masa x smpi stengah jam pon smpi kat umah...tp mmg bez..dis was jungle treking i ever had,,..
smpi2...bersihkan diri smua..im took a rest...then,get ready to prepare lunch..after lunch,we guys pon rest blik then get ready for ldinner....mlm tue,we guys had persembahan montaj dr dira n ben coz dorg ajk multimedia.
after dat,we guys get ready to sleep...i mlm tue lewat sikit tdo sbb nak join dorg jd pakgard n makgard...

nie laa gmbr2 km org yg jd pakgard n makgrad...heheee...mmg bez..
tp mlm tue i join jap jer coz xtahan dh ngantok sngt...
last days,we guys awal2 pg ada sukaneka ngan anak2 org asli...mmg bezzz...
then,we guys break1...after dat,we guys got gotong royong then mulakan operasi we guys mengumpul stool org asli...pujuk2 anak org asli...pergghhh...mmg payah.bg gula2 bru nak..hurmmm
then,after lunch we guys get ready for majlis penutupan...after donate our brg2 like a beras n more..we guys pon balik to puncak alam...berat rasa nak tggl kmpg tue sbb xpuas agy nak enjoy kat ngan org asli...
dlm bas,smua senyap xmcm 1st day km org bertolak...smua pakat tdo..
smpi2 jer puncak alam...terus balik bilik,then mandi the n terus tido smpi laa keesokan hari(pagi ni laa)...
ok..tue jer laa yg nak i citer kan...pengalaman bez for our family hs111/2....

not realy much i want to say here...

just i want to say about what im feel about...

i know i dont have a fate to be with her...

it's just like what people said

"jauh panggang dari api"

"bagai langit dengan bumi"...

i know im nothing for her...

im very realised who i am actually...

no need for sympthy...

dont want to be pathetic..

just i hope she can get the man who much much much better than me...

she is too good for me...

im not deserve to get her...

****

special note for u...

K.A.B.M.A

M'c...

first of all...

i want to tell bout my feeling...

im gettin bored for dis life...

BUT

not mean im didnt apreciates my life n not tanxful to HIM.

lately,

im feel dats im feeling nothing.

im not in my mood.

im just like a hipocrit man because i have to show to my frend dats im hapy and have to acts like people who didnt get any probs.

on d other hand,im not...

 im trying to change but its hard for me.

hurmmm~~~

Then.,,,,

bout my life now...

OMG vs OMK

im feels very buzy rtyez now.

in d same time,im feels very worried,

and in d same time,im feels very guilty.

how could i did dis to mself???

the laziness has "cover" all my soul n my body.

PLEASE...PLEASE...PLEASE

GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!

Lastly.,,,

bout my "heart"...

i dun know...

wat are my feeling bout towards she.

when i want to keep dis feeling away,

im feel dats she gettin closer to me.

i cant lying to myself...

i cant run dis feeling to doin so...

just i hope to the Lord...

give me a "key" wat shud i do bout dis feeling toward she.

i know im "jerk"..."coward"..."stupid"...

but im tryin to overcome it.

*so,i hope and wish to my Lord to give me a strength and show me d way for dis life...

special for K.A.B.M.A

Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough your glow it makes your soul stand out from all the rest, baby.

I could be in love
But I just don't know (don't know, girl)
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do is working
Other girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about the loot
Talking about I can't do for you
But you can do for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know (don't know, girl)
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do is working
Other girls don't matter


In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Diamond girl,
Only one in the world,
Just one of a kind,
She mine.

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me

Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this