M'c...

first of all...

i want to tell bout my feeling...

im gettin bored for dis life...

BUT

not mean im didnt apreciates my life n not tanxful to HIM.

lately,

im feel dats im feeling nothing.

im not in my mood.

im just like a hipocrit man because i have to show to my frend dats im hapy and have to acts like people who didnt get any probs.

on d other hand,im not...

 im trying to change but its hard for me.

hurmmm~~~

Then.,,,,

bout my life now...

OMG vs OMK

im feels very buzy rtyez now.

in d same time,im feels very worried,

and in d same time,im feels very guilty.

how could i did dis to mself???

the laziness has "cover" all my soul n my body.

PLEASE...PLEASE...PLEASE

GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!

Lastly.,,,

bout my "heart"...

i dun know...

wat are my feeling bout towards she.

when i want to keep dis feeling away,

im feel dats she gettin closer to me.

i cant lying to myself...

i cant run dis feeling to doin so...

just i hope to the Lord...

give me a "key" wat shud i do bout dis feeling toward she.

i know im "jerk"..."coward"..."stupid"...

but im tryin to overcome it.

*so,i hope and wish to my Lord to give me a strength and show me d way for dis life...